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would anybody by chance have a little bit of sleeping area for a mama and a baby while we are in SLC? just a few days. I really need a place to stash some gear, so I'm not so "obvious" We are trying to get to Albequerqe?? If anybody would be serious about putting us up for a night or two, or know someone whos headed that direction, I would really appreciate a call::::: 9096884436 thanks all or email me at mamasunnyusa@yahoo.com
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Re: couch needed in Salt Lake City....
Fri, May 1, 2009 - 2:58 PMsunny. i do not know why you would not just tell me what you where going to do. i did not stop any of your dreams. i was clear that i wanted the kitchen idea but we had to do what was needed to earn it. i want to know why you left me and choose to break my heart. do you realize how wrong that is? do you really want to be the person you are now choosing to be? oh by the way diana on the day you left due to borders closing extended my job and stay. sorry about the upsetting words sunny but you doing what you did only says that you where scaming me using love, God and myself to get it. do you really view love as a dog tool to get what you want? i pitty you sunny, we would of been great together, yet you just did not want to do the work. oh how i wish all the hatred in the world to you because that is what you are serving right now, hatred as your fuel using love as nothing more than a handy-nap. and yet i still forgive you and love you and welcome you back. odd at least one of us is true to there word and love and god. my do you really think that you can twist love and god and anyone one you choose to get something for free? my you seem so able to sell your soul and your soil out for a dream that we both shared of a rainbow kitchen for a ride that you do not have to work for. you are so apt to blaim that i did not support your dreams and yet you steal from me and take off after i had given you money to write your book and had a plan for the bus to come true and yet you must be doing or seeking something other than love, friendship or a bus to serve. maybe your desire is just to see how far you can get with your best talent:lieing. God Bless your ability of lieing which in fact is your god, seeing how you depend on lieing to live and not god. -
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Re: couch needed in Salt Lake City....
Sun, May 3, 2009 - 6:56 AMgood morning,
i realize that i need to think about things before i just spill them out to you, so you don,t need to read the other emails as my thought are collected in this one. i have thought over all that you said you wanted. i tend to get stuck in the emotional stuff. i want to refocus on us having a good life and what we can do to have that. i love you dearly, i would like you to be with me for the rest of our lives. so if you would like to hand lila over to dillion then i will assit you in that. then if you want to allow the other child to be adopted, i will assit in that. that leaves us with just you and me. we can start a new life together and maybe after year or two, or when you feel comfortable, we can plan to have a baby and marry. that mean condems. can you use those? if not then we can do something else or just not have sex. i do not need sex to be with you. i am content to hold your hand.
now then, over the years we are together, without children, we can travel, go to school, write books, create art, even do volunteer and missionary work; and anything else our hearts and souls desire.
please know that my heart is for you and i love you very much. i know that we can be happy together and are a blessing to each other.
much love,
thomas
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